fkc!it.

J: Mm. You give up too easily. Goodnight.
A: Are you seriously kidding me? Whatever. I don't care anymore. Just do me a favor, don't talk to me anymore. kay? kay. thanks a shitload "babes". bye.

i don't know why i said that. maybe it's cause i'm emotional cause of my period. I don't know. & what made matters worse is that I keep saying fuck cause i'm so god damn frustrated and my mom said I'm not going to be blessed if I keep acting like this. & i'm fucking tired. blahblahblah. I don't need to go to the fucking aquarium. he wants to go to the aquarium. so i'm coming with. and he doesn't even get what i fucking said to him. he doesn't get that i just want him to rollerblade with me at like 11 at night in the parkinglot across my street. he doesn't fucking get that i'd rather have a fucking surprise party that I never had or some fucking hide and seek game. he doesn't know me. he doesn't know me at all.